
The Two-Thirds Report
I meant to write this two days ago, when I actually was exactly 2/3 of the way through my term, but I had other shit to do. In fact, I have other shit to do right now...which is part of the reason I really haven't been around much lately. Only part of it. Most of the reason is because I fucking hate this game and I'm going to retire once my term is over.
Sorry for that bomb drop, but if you've been paying attention you'll know I've felt this way for a long time. I'm genuinely sorry that this region has to deal with an apathetic leader like me, but I promised you all my full honesty and commitment to this region when I was elected, and I intend to follow through on that.
Osiris has always had this stupid problem; this dependence on the delegate to make the region active. Well, sometimes life gets in the way and I refuse to be personally responsible for whether or not this region is alive. That's not all my fault, it's all of us. There are a very small amount of people who have been grinding away at keeping this engine going (and I am eternally thankful for them), but the rest of us haven't even adhered to my simple request at the beginning of my term: one post a day. When I found MYSELF slipping on this responsibility, I knew I lost all motivation to actually work on Osiris. I tried very hard to keep it up, however.
All I can really say is that if you want this next month to count, to actually fucking matter, you're going to get off your collective ass and do something for this region. I'll give your go aheads, I'll sign the papers, I'll keep tarting and keep this region safe as I have since the OFO's inception, but I can't do any more than that. Logging into this game is torture. Help me make it tolerable by at least making Osiris a better place to be.
That's all I really want to say. Nobody is at fault for how I feel about this, I've just lost a lot of people who made this game fun and I honestly do not believe that anything we do here matters worth a shit. But it matters to some of us, and as your leader I am in this for those of you who do care. Osiris should not have to suffer because I'm tired of NationStates.
Do your jobs. Make some posts. Be a family. Make these next 28 days count.





