My resignation
Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 10:06 pm
Osiris you have been a home to me and I suspect you will be again in the future. I have done my absolute best to make you a warm welcoming community. In some ways I have succeeded and I hope the people I leave you with will continue my work. I owe a lot to you. Unfortunately, we must part ways.
My eyes have been on another region as of late. The Brotherhood of Malice is my love, truly. When I leave NationStates for good, Malice is the legacy I hope to leave behind. Osiris, you're in capable hands and they will guide you to fruition. However, BoM only has me and Koth to help shape it. It pains me to say you haven't held my attention lately and when you have the only emotions I feel are anger and frustration. That isn't healthy for us. I'm sorry for all of my failings. You deserved a hero and you got me. You needed a savior and you got an inexperienced kid who could only try. I'm sorry if I've ever led you down the wrong path too many times, I can only hope you continue to thrive and grow.
I need to work on a relationship where I have more control, where my advice isn't just put to the side but has actual weight to it. I need to be a part of something more than what we had Osiris. The past month, we've been distant and I'm sorry for that. I should have told you how I've been feeling.
You know how to contact me. If you ever need anything, don't be afraid to call. Just because we're no longer together doesn't mean I don't care. I just need to be somewhere healthy for me and you need to move on to someone who is better for you. I hope we can become friends again in the future and that you take care.
With Sorrow,
Venico
My eyes have been on another region as of late. The Brotherhood of Malice is my love, truly. When I leave NationStates for good, Malice is the legacy I hope to leave behind. Osiris, you're in capable hands and they will guide you to fruition. However, BoM only has me and Koth to help shape it. It pains me to say you haven't held my attention lately and when you have the only emotions I feel are anger and frustration. That isn't healthy for us. I'm sorry for all of my failings. You deserved a hero and you got me. You needed a savior and you got an inexperienced kid who could only try. I'm sorry if I've ever led you down the wrong path too many times, I can only hope you continue to thrive and grow.
I need to work on a relationship where I have more control, where my advice isn't just put to the side but has actual weight to it. I need to be a part of something more than what we had Osiris. The past month, we've been distant and I'm sorry for that. I should have told you how I've been feeling.
You know how to contact me. If you ever need anything, don't be afraid to call. Just because we're no longer together doesn't mean I don't care. I just need to be somewhere healthy for me and you need to move on to someone who is better for you. I hope we can become friends again in the future and that you take care.
With Sorrow,
Venico